Today was a very bad day..

2000-07-18 08:00:00
I dunno why .. its a very sad day .. i was at the prep room sedey thinking about mekja. Baru bagi tadi sembang ngan cat pasal mekja kat rc. then mek datang dia ajak cat he gi lunch .. i was hoping that mekja ajak i skalik tapi tak . nak buat apa kan ? sedey gaks. . but at least she said hi .. and i said hi back.. tapi tak mampu nak senyum la .. i was so down when i see her .. miss her so much la .. then diornag pon gi lunch .. later on that night .. i tgh nak habis kan fizik dalam kelas prep .. then suddenly .. i got a message .. dunno from whom .. tgk je dalam my fon .. it was from her :) .. kinda excited coz i got the message from her .. then i opend the message .. and "what the hell are u trying to do? .. cakap kat pasal kissing and stuffs .. just what the hell are u doing?" then i answered " what ? " she said "why did u go and tell everyone about us .. sape lagi ko bitau ? tan ceh ? erin ? nasya ?" then we fought ... lawan lawan lawan .. then suddenly .. .she wanted me to call her . i called her in the girls toilet .. gaduh cam sial ler dalam toilet to . i asked her about how she felt .. she said i was the right one for her last time .. then one of it was .. i said to her .. u said i'm hard to find right ? then she said " dah to ko ingat senang nak cari bohjan cam dia?" it was very hurt to hear that la .. then ntah apa lagi dia kata . why dont give him a change to change la apa .. why why ?? kenapa tak give me change to change .. she said that she liked amir since she was form3 ... why did she liked amir tapi sebelum ni she was like kutuk kutuk amir kata gigi jongang la . .kata sape jadi bf dia memang malang la apa la... why did she do this ? i serious tak paham .. but ... after we fight and fight .. then we talked about tgk wayang .. because she kuwar ngan amir gi tgk wayang that weekend. .3 hari stratight .. then that time cam we settled down already .. tak dek marah marah semua ...then she was kinda happy gelak gelak wif me telling about the movie and stuffs. .i talked about how i am in the movie armageddon semua .. then she said sorry to me after what she had done semua .. then i said sorry back semua and it was kinda ok already .. we end up i tak prep .. ehhehehe .. then balik was kinda happy sebab dapat cakap kat dia .. so rasa cam best .. heheh takde la best apa .. just that at least could hear her laugh is enough .. and laugh because of my joke pon cukup ... .. sedey la to lost her .. but balik tu i was kinda happy la .. nak kata for get aboyut her pon tak leh ... just that i still love her so much la ..that night tidur ngan tenang sket la ..